What if?

My mind is on fire, rolling with thoughts on how to make a huge impact in my community this year.  Truly, I am so excited to bring value to the families around me, and give back more than just a service.  It has my mind wandering, and it brought me back to a question posed to all of us at our national conference in Winnipeg:
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If money were not an issue, how much would you give??
I barely took a second to think about it: I would donate 2 isolettes to the NICU at the Royal Alexandra Hospital where my sweet bugz were born.
I have never quite satisfied in words the impact that those 2 weeks had on my soul.  I will never in a million years (or dollars) be able to thank the NICU for taking such good care of my sweet babeez.  The love I have in my heart for that unit is unparalleled.  I owe them a debt of gratitude which can never fully be repaid, and I am so thankful to be a position to really and truly respect that.
They saved my bugz’ lives.
So, what if I could do something so much bigger than just donating clothes twice a year?  What if, over the course of my career, I could give so much more to them?  What if I could actually give them two isolettes by the time the bugz are 5?  I have no idea how much they cost, but I wouldn’t hesitate to say $10,000 or more each.  What if I could do that?
What if I could play some small role in the NICU’s ability to save another child’s life?

What if?
I am so blessed to have that opportunity folding out in front of me.  My goal of contributing $10,000 back to the community in 2010 has just multiplied exponentially.  We talk in our office about having a mission-driven business, but it is only as this dream is taking shape in reality that I truly believe it.
If I wake up every day with the purpose of growing my business enough to enable me to give back to those that have ultimately shaped my very existence, what better reason do I need to go to work?  

What if?

Happy 101 Award!

Ooh, I haven’t been bloggie-tagged in awhile :)
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My friend Hethr posted this on her blog and tagged me, so here goes:
Write 10 things that make you happy, and then tag 10 people to do the same:

10 things that make me happy:
*running
*skiing
*bikram yoga
*positive bank balances ;)
*helping families achieve financial security (without paying for it!)
*clean eating
*family time
*happy bugz
*messages from friends
*daydreaming
10 people/blogs to tag (let’s see who reads me!):
*crystal.cattle

Ummm…I don’t really read any other “personal” blogs, so I’ll just tag an extra 5 people that I think would have something interesting to say and challenge them to start a blog of their own!

*Julia D
*Sherrie E
*Sarah H
*Crystal G
*Kim B
There ya go!

Gratitudes

…safe travels on icy roads
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…finally understanding the meaning of a mission-driven business
…warm, kind blog comments from people I knew growing up
…a safe, cozy home and a family to love
…good food to eat, and paycheques to buy it!
…the incredible support and motivation from my husband, and the ability to change his life for the better
…wishes, dreams, visions, passions and beliefs
…coffee, Constance, and Tinkerbell on the road ;)
…reconnecting
…running
…audiobooks that stretch my mind despite a busy schedule and real books to read before bed
…local discoveries and homemade creations :)
…teammates
…an abundance of faith and love

Choices and changes

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I’m back up on my soapbox today!  Ha!
I was wide awake at 5:30am when Leith left for work, wracked with calf spasms from my evil, evil workout yesterday ;)  Bless Zuzana and her seemingly innocent torture sessions.  I cannot walk properly now…
But being wide awake gave me two options: clean my kitchen, or peruse the internet for more information about things that interest me.  Guess which one won out? 
I stumbled across two amazing articles that deserve attention – the first is a discussion on milk, something that I’ve felt rather contradicted about for some time.  The comments at the bottom of the post are worth reading, and I would be interested to know what your thoughts are on the issue:
The second article was published in Time Magazine recently and paints a succinct landscape of the factory that food has become.  I like to think of it as Food, Inc. in print :)  Nothing new to me, but definitely a good article to disturb and intrigue people who are still comfortable with their processed foods.  A gateway article, if you will:
Food for thought while you enjoy your morning coffee … with less milk than before ;)

Food for thought

I had a bit of a home-run last night in the food arena ;)
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My legs are shaking from the BodyRock workout I just did :)
My mind and soul are spinning from the fabulous evening I had at the office last night!
In sum, Thursday rocked.
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Food-wise, I found an awesome and LOCAL organic food market just down the road.  Who knew??  I took the bugz to HomeGrown Foods in Stony Plain, and we were welcomed with open arms.  Their prices were phenomenal and their selection was great.  It inspired me to make a fabulous dinner that I am so happy with, even 18 hours later :)
I found a great magazine called Clean Eating and tried out two of the recipes in it.  One was for grilled cheese with apples (Silver Hills Bakery flax bread, almond butter, thinly sliced Granny Smith apples, and crumbled cheese), and the other was an almond honey bread.  Yum!
Honey Almond Bread:

1.  Mix together 1c. almond meal, 3/4c. buckwheat flour, 1-1/4c. quinoa flour, and 3tsp. baking powder.
2.  Whisk together 2 egg whites, 1 whole egg, 1c. unsweetened soy or skim milk, 1/3c. olive oil, 2tbsp honey and 1/4c slivered almonds
3.  Combine wet and dry ingredients
4.  Pour into a greased loaf pan, sprinkle with almonds and cinnamon and bake at 350 degrees for 40-45 min

1 serving (1/2″ slice) = 150 calories
I also bought some rainbow chard on sale at HomeGrown, and which I steamed and chopped up with butter and the rest of the apple from our grilled cheese sandwiches.  All in all, it was freaking amazing!!!
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I returned to the land of BodyRock after a unintentional hiatus.  Today I did Zuzana’s Fat Loss and Butt workout.  Lol, gotta love that name.  It makes me feel like I should be wearing leggings and a thong bodysuit – ha!  But it burned my lower body and got my heart rate jacked right up, which is just what I needed today.  
Let’s just say I’m excited to get back to Bikram on Sunday!
Oh, and I taught the bugz to say, “Zuzana rocks!”  
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We had an amazing night out at the office last night.  Like, a-maz-ing.  The energy in the building was infectious and exhilarating.  I don’t know if words can do justice to what this career change has meant to me.
Where else can I help the families in my community while helping my own family succeed?  Where else can I earn a full-time income working mostly evenings, spending every day with my children?  There are not a lot of options out there for people who want it all, and I am so, so blessed to have found a company that values family time as much as I do.
Where else would I go?  I love what I do – I love every aspect of it.  I love that it forces me to break out of my shell and do things that scare me, talk to people that intimidate me, play on a higher field than I am used to.
I love that it gives me the opportunity to learn, grow, discover and explore more of the world around me; to meet so many new people and to give hope to their seemingly perfect lives.  So many of the clients we work with are doing okay, but it’s an endless treadmill that depends on outside influences to determine whether they succeed or fail.  Do you know how incredible it is to sit down with a family, show them (for free!) a couple simple strategies, and give them full control of their destiny???
I can’t tell you what it feels like in the confines of this blog.  The beauty of what I do needs to be seen and felt for you to totally wrap your head around it.  Know this for now – it’s huge and it gives me immense satisfaction knowing that little me can make a big impact for those around me.
How was your Thursday?

Giving back

Wow.  2010 has already been so incredible for me and my family.  This truly has the potential to be a break-out year, and I am so blessed to be riding the wave :)

I’ve been thinking a lot about how to forward my life into greatness (wow, that was cheesy!) without taking from those around me – one of the aspects I love most about my work is that I never take from my clients.  I only help them discover and create more money in their lives, and thus more abundance in their lives.  But how can I use that concept of giving without taking in a global way?
Let’s face it: at the end of the day, the world does revolve around money, it’s what you do with that money that makes it a good or bad thing.
One of my career goals has always been to have the ability to donate freely.  To open my door and give to whatever charity knocks.  For most of us, that $20 or $50 could be (seemingly) better spent on bills and other expenses.  To me, part of true financial freedom means being able to open my wallet to anyone in need without hesitation.
“Give, and it shall be given to you…for by your standard of measure it will be measured to you in return”  Luke 6:38

Now, I am far from financially independent but my brain has been awash in ideas to combine growing my business and growing my community.  How can I give back before I have enough to give??  Then, through a conversation with my mentor, it hit me:  I can give a little bit back, all the time.  Every commission statement I take can be shaved off and that portion donated.  Maybe it’s $30 here, $100 there, but over time it will grow to be a huge (and on-going!) amount.  There is no real point in waiting until my annual cashflow is in the 6-figure range to start doing good.
It started from the idea of tithing, of giving 10% of your paycheque to your place of spiritual worship with hesitation or excuse.  Unfortunately, I have never been one to align myself with any one church, so I felt like I had hit a wall in my planning.  But what it, I thought, I could reach out and give to many different churches?  What if I could connect with many congregations, helping many different families with their silent struggle, and thus open the doors for them to freely donate?
But what part of me would I be giving?  I felt like I would be taking, benefiting unfairly from the assistance I was providing, until the concept of tithing in return came around full circle and hit me square between the eyes.  I can take 10% of whatever commissions I make from helping a family, and donate it back to their congregation.  Giving, receiving, and giving in return.
What a beautiful circle!
But it wasn’t enough.  I didn’t feel spiritually full enough to devote my work solely to that niche market, so I looked at charity as a whole, and I devised a networking plan: in 2010, I am going to align my business with many of the businesses in my community to develop a network of referrals.  10% of any commission I receive from the referral of a business will be donated back to that business’ charity of choice in their name.
For example: if ABC Construction referred me to one of its employees, and working with that family paid me $500, I would then write a cheque for $50 to the charity that ABC Construction favors, in their name.  So while I am benefitting financially from the referral relationship we share, I am not keeping it all for myself.  I am returning their goodwill to something that they hold dearly in their hearts, and helping them contribute back to the community as well.
The purpose of this post is not to brag, or to shine a light on my activity.  Instead, I am hoping to re-open people’s eyes to the idea of giving back that which has been given after a long, hard year of having little to give; to help people realize that a little will go a long way, and that the effects of one gesture will ripple and compound into greatness.
So, in honor of full disclosure, my donations will be broken down as follows:
*Personal business: 10% split between the Royal Alex NICU, Wellspring Canada and Kids with Cancer
*Business referrals:  10% to the charity of their choice, in their name
*Church/community referrals: 10% back to the church itself to be used as needed
So here is my challenge: find something that stirs your heart.  Find a way to make your work give back.  Find a way to start the ripple, and watch 2010 become the greatest year in your life to date.

Ran-dumb

Oh, but I am a mess tonight!  This cold is kicking me fiercely in the azzzzz.  Please, please go away?  I am so fired up and I have SO MUCH I want to get done, but I am just dra-a-a-a-gging.

My weekend in Kananaskis was phenomenal.  More on that when I feel up to the (very lengthy) post ;)  But man oh man, I love my job!
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I’m listening to one of my bugz chattering away, half-asleep in her crib.  I think it’s Kit-kat, but every now and then, it kind of sounds like C-boo…?  I still haven’t taken their 22-month portraits, by the way…
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Be careful when shopping for organic food:  I’ve noticed many times now that reading the label is very important, even if the product is “Certified Organic”.  A lot of organic foods can still be processed out the ying-yang, as long as they use certified organic ingredients to do the processing.  So, if you are looking for Real Food, not just organic, then make sure you double check the label.  If you don’t know what it is, or if it doesn’t sound like food, don’t buy it.
Off my soapbox now…
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I haven’t been for a run since Friday.  I am just so beat after an incredibly emotional weekend and this rotten cold!  I know that if I just work out, I will feel a million times better, but my fragile immune system is trying its best to convince me otherwise.  I pledge to go for a run tomorrow and Friday, and to go for a swim on Saturday.  Sunday is Bikram day!  Yaaa! :)  Anyone want to come with me?
Although I have been slacking, I am proud to say that I worked out twice while on holiday, plus a 5-hour day of skiing.  I ran and swam at the hotel – twice!  Did I mention that?  I am notorious for bringing workout clothes and never, you know, working out.  This time, though?  Twice.
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I made an incredible dinner tonight:

*1 package of organic herb couscous
*1 lb. organic lean ground beef
*1 diced yellow pepper
*3 chopped green onions
*4 cups chopped baby spinach
*crumbled feta cheese
*fennel, basil and allspice

Cook the beef until half-cooked, add the veggies and spices and continue cooking until, well, cooked.  Add feta cheese and keep warm.  Prepare the couscous according to the package directions.  Mix it all together.  Eat.

Yum.  Even Leith liked it.  I think he was just so happy to see meat on his plate…

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I made a decision on the bed issue:  we are going to buy the bugz a twin-sized bed each for their birthday.  They are smaller than a double bed, so two will fit in their room, and they will last longer than a toddler bed.  Done.
Speaking of birthdays, we are still taking donations for our Preemie Clothing Drive for the NICU at the Royal Alex Hospital.  E-mail me for more info!
And finally, 2010 is going to be a huge year of donations from me!  Stay tuned to hear about how I am going to use my (amazing) career to really give back to the community in more ways than one.  I am so excited!
Off to bed…

What would you do?

In January of 2008, Leith & I purchase 2 beautiful cherry finished convertible cribs for our sweet daughters-to-be.  The idea was to spend a le-e-e-ttle more money at the time for beds that would last them through all the stages: a crib for the baby years, then the side rail comes off to be a “toddler day bed”, and then eventually the long sides become a head- and footboard for a double bed frame.
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Well, we have been at the ready-for-a-big-girl stage for awhile now.  We have periodically taken the side rail off their cribs for a night here and there and they do quite well.  But here is my problem:
It’s ugly.
It looks like we took the side rails off our cribs because we were too cheap to buy toddler beds.  I’m shallow; I want my kids’ room to look nice.  Plus, the support board for the mattress isn’t strong enough for me to lay down beside them to read stories and tuck them in.  This leaves me in a bit of a dilemma…
Most toddler beds I have looked at are about $150-$200 each, plus a mattress (unless our crib mattresses fit…).  They are smaller than a twin bed, which means that I would have to buy 2 beds – one for each bug.  That is a $300-400 investment that I don’t really want to make, just for the in-between years.
Option B is to skip ahead to the 3rd stage of our convertible crib – the double bed.  I could conceivably take one crib, buy a double bed frame and mattress/boxspring, and put both girls to sleep in one bed.  It’s a little more money up front than 2 toddler beds, BUT the double mattress would be used for a long time.  When they out-grew sleeping in one bed, we’d buy a second double frame/mattress/etc and they’d each have their own bed again.
Option C is to just go all out and buy 2 twin-sized beds and mattresses, and forget the whole “using the crib til they move out” idea.  A lot more up front spending, but a lot less deciding.  I slept on a twin bed from childhood to moving out.  Two twin beds would fit nicely in their bedroom for a long time; it would save us splitting them up and putting one in the basement bedroom when they outgrow the toddler bed and need to use 2 double beds.
But the cost!  2 twin beds, plus mattresses??  Yikes!  Shallow vanity may cost me a pretty penny ;)  What would you do?  Would you suck it up and use the ugly convertible crib until they are old enough to move to double beds?  Would you shell out the money for two twin beds now and cut your losses?  Or would you stuff them into one bed?